Saturday, November 13, 2010

The Past 24 hours

In the past 24 hours I've become incredibly close to my Father in Heaven. This week I had been struggling with my brace. My brace wouldn't stay on for very long when I'm walking around campus. I finally figured out that my Snow College sweatpants do the trick to keeping my brace up for longer than normal.In the past 24 hours I've been pondering about my future and what will happen. I honestly don't know what will happen in my future. All I know is that if I trust in the lord with everything that I have, my life will be fine. I've been praying to heavenly father about many things which have caused me to become very emotional. I love my Heavenly Father for all that he's given me and I know that he will look after me in my times of need. I just need to take it one day at a time.In the past 24 hours I've been spending a lot of time with my roommates. I love them all so much. I wanted to be alone yesterday so I locked myself in the bathroom. Now my bathroom has 2 doors. One to the bathroom and one just for the toilet. I locked myself in the toilet room. I stayed in there for a good hour or so. Just thinking, crying, praying...whatever. I then heard my roommates asking me if I was okay. I told them that I just needed time to think. They then proceeded to hang out in the bathroom for a while. I didn't feel so alone anymore. They just sat in the bathroom talking and laughing. Kaitlyn, Victoria and Bianca I love you guys. Thank you for being patient with me.
In the past 24 hours I've talked to my mom. Things have been tough on me this week and for some odd reason I really missed my mom. I decided to call her and tell her everything that's going on. She really calmed me down about things and turned me toward my Heavenly Father. My mom is my best friend. I love her so much. I honestly don't know what I'd do without her right now in my life.

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